From Liz McGlinchey King

I was college buddies with Brian, we were in the Champlain Shakespeare Festival together for a few summers, and we were friends in New York in the early 80's. My husband, Ron King, and I have many happy memories of our friendship with Brian, but two stand out very clearly for me. One was when we performed Cabaret as a college production in 1979. I was the piano player and terrified because I was used to being behind the scenes, but in Cabaret the musicians are characters in the show. Each night Brian escorted me to the piano, staying in his character. When I put my arm in his, he sensed my nervousness. He'd tell me it's going to be OK, you're going to be great. Another memory I have thought about hundreds of times in the past 30 years was something he said after my brother died during our college years. When I returned to college after the funeral I told Brian that everyone seemed to be going about their lives as if this awful thing hadn't just happened to me. He said, "Liz, people with laugh with you a hundred times, but they will only cry with you once." It was his way of saying that when we are faced with adversity we have to go on, we have no choice in the matter. What he said gave me strength at a time that I really needed it. He was dearly loved. Liz McGlinchey King

From Julie Rossi

Brian and I were classmates in the Columbia MFA program in Theatre Management and Producing. Most students (myself included) spent much of our time there sucking up to our professors, making sure that we made a good impression so that we would be considered for potential job openings upon graduation. But not Brian - Brian always spoke his mind. He was so comfortable in his own skin that he would frequently challenge our professors, many of whom were and still are the titans of the theatre industry in NYC. He never shied away from engaging in a verbal volley with a classmate or professor with whom he disagreed. But he did so with intelligence, grace and wit and as such, frequently won us all over to his side. He contributed greatly to our class dynamic, and can't imagine what things would have been like had he not been our classmate.

From Jay Russel

So many lovely memories of Brian...where to begin?
His smile and his incredible, indefatigable humor even at adversities that would have wiped the humor out of many a man.
Seeing his company perform the Coarse Acting show, having you and he and your folks at Irish Rep last year at Around the World in 80 Days, him schlepping out to god knows where Williamsburg to see me in a ten minute play on a night that no one laughed at anything and he still was so gracious. The joy on his face on your wedding day. And his remarkable and infuriating online scrabble playing. I could never touch him but we kept playing. We were mid game when he passed.
He is missed so very much.
Much love
Jay Russell

From Diane

Thank you, all of you,

Who read this blog, who held Brian up with your words and wishes. I will be collecting stories and other words about Brian to post - I have a few in the box already. Many miss him, and none more than I. I can only hope to live into all that he taught me. And it is a great day.

From Elise Carper - Brian's primary nurse

I’ve been an oncology nurse since 1980. I’ve had the honor of working with many amazing people through the years, and as I think you know, I’ve loved my chance to work with them. Being a care-partner of Brian’s (and yours) was on another level in so many ways. He was the most heroic person I think I’ve ever known. His (and your) courage to face each trial, each recurrence, each treatment course, each side effect, etc., with such grace, was incredible, and rare. Even more special is how Brian never became “the cancer patient”. He remained Brian Nelson throughout our entire period of knowing each other. He never allowed anyone to reduce him to his disease, but instead, shared his open, full personality with us all. The birthday party last year spoke volumes on this point. When it threatened to become sad, Brian nipped the eulogies in the bud, and encouraged all to have fun, drink up!!!



When we first met at his original consultation, Brian told me that he was, unfortunately, an “expert” on hospitals, treatments, and medical personnel. He told me he was too experienced to put up with any “covering up”, or “downplaying” or “hiding information from me”. He said he expected to be treated as an equal at all times, and that if we (Dr. Harrison and I) slipped back into “typical medical crap” he would let us know. He told me, “I am a tough patient, Elise.” Diane, I found him to be anything but difficult….and it is one of my proudest memories as a nurse, that you and Brian called me that day you were deciding whether to get the trach or not. To have the 2 of you, want MY opinion on such an important decision?..... It was amazing, and an honor. It meant the world to me that Brian and you trusted me in that way.

From Chris Stack - about Brian's service

It is a great day.

Friday, Diane and the rest of Brian's family held a service here in New York at the Cathedral of St. John the Divine. It's claimed to be the largest Cathedral and Anglican church in the world, but the service, held in what is called the Great Choir, was warm and intimate, even with more than 200 (by my count) in attendance. Brian would have loved the music, aside from the lackluster performance of the congregation in singing Monty Python's "Bright Side of Life," ...but that was addressed later.

Then Sunday afternoon, which would have been his 51st birthday, his friends at the amateur theater club he's been a member of for 26 years held a reception in his honor. More than 150 friends showed up. We had the kayak there that he's been building for the past year with the help of friends. We had a great video montage created last year by his brother to celebrate Brian's50th birthday that showed bits of many of the mundane, embarassing, and exultant moments in the past 50 years. We had another video of Brian in all the plays he's acted in over those 26 years; it was amazing for many of his friends to see pictures of Brian at 26, 29, 31, and 43. We couldn't show the shows he's directed, designed, produced, or steered from behind the scenes because the 93 minute tape would have ballooned to 300 minutes.

We sang "Bright Side of Life" the way it should have been done.

It was a great day.

If you are so inclined, please write something about Brian A. Nelson. A remembrance, poem, rant, joke, anything at all - and send it to diane@dianereiners.com . She will post a collection on this blog. Much love to you all. Brian would want you to remember: it's a great day!